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07 May 2011 @ 10:05 pm
Just in general.  
Crap in general is a strange phrase, and one that must eventually find a home in some book or short story I write.  That being said, I have very ambivalent feelings about Mother's Day.  It's nice to get something from my daughter, and I will do my best to remember to call my mother first thing tomorrow.

However, I just don't feel like I've really been doing the good mom thing.  Maybe not even the good enough mom thing.  I've never been good at bedtimes or mealtimes, and it just seems like lately that has been our family life.  Pour food down husband's and child's throat.  Make sure they bathe before bedtime.  Listen to Chris complain because he's up too late again.  Rinse, repeat, do again.  Yeah, I have no idea what to do about it either.

Sometimes, there aren't really good choices, and you have to do the best with what you have.  I just wish the best was better.  Just in general, ya know?
Current Mood: apatheticapathetic